Normal ke rasa macam ni?

1. Normal ke kalau korg dapat boifren yang xboleh terima korg seadanya?Maksudnya nak kita jadi lebih baik dr org di sekeliling dia?
2. Nomal ke kalau kalau korg rase annoying kuasa dua sbb each and every second boifren korg cakap mnde yg sama dekat telinga korg?
3. Normal ke kalau rasa setiap apa yg kene buat tu mcm kene buat sendiri je, penat sorg2, letih sorg2, tapi setiap masa asyik dengar mnde yg sama je?
4. Normal ke kalau sekarang ni asyik nak terase je dengan boifren?atas sebab2 yg kecik..dan yg paling best, normal ke kalau rase mcm nak menangis kalau setiap butir2 ayat dia tu menyedihkan?
5. Normal ke kalau rasa mcm  x sesuai dengan dia?
6. Normal ke kalau rasa cemburu dengan rakan2 sekerja yg da nak bertunang and bride to be?Mengenangkan diri ni belum ada nampak jalan2 lagi ke arah tu..

please.

be the man that says,

"Sayang, we will work this thing TOGETHER. I know we can. We'll try and do anything that makes us work. Don't worry. I'm WITH you."

i love you. i do. just please, please, don't let go of me.

Pernah cuba untuk selami hati sendiri?What your heart ever say?

"I don't want a perfect person.

I just want someone who treats me well and

loves being with me because of Allah"

im too tired

when i keep remind the same thing.

when i have to explain the same things.

please.

what make u don't understand?

which part?

how to make u understand?

tell me.

please.

"aku ingin kau cintai aku kerana Allah,

kerana Allah sentiasa ada untuk menjaga

maka cinta ku tetap utuh dan setia"

Alhamdulillah

GOODBYE

2011 

&

HELLO

2012

alhamdulillah hari ni dah masuk hari ke-5 tahun 2012, pasti ramai yang ada perancangan masing, as for me, azam 2012 hanyalah mahu jadi anak yg baik kepada kedua ibu bapa, insyallah, 

and as for sure 2012 ni dah start study, taknak main2 lagi..Bekerja sambil belajar bukan perkara mudah bak kata ramai teman2 ku, aku angkat itu semua sebagai cabaran untuk aku, Insyallah, doakan aku yea?

Nak re catch balik apa jadi 2011??? ermmm, buang masa...tapi sesungguh nya kenanagan 2011 takkan aku lupakan sama seperti tahun2 sebelumnya,

Ada kekurangan, Dihina. Ada kelebihan, Dibenci. Manusia memang cepat menghukum. Itu lumrah kehidupan.

MARILAH KITA MEMULAKAN 2012 dengan sifat tawadduk, ikhlas dan bersyukur kepada Maha Pencipta, Subhanallah, setiap hari, setiap hari kita bernafas, hanya dengan izin nya.

Laziness, a lack of desire to expend effort, Yes i'm one of it i guess :))

Hari ni bos awal2 dah inform he wont be able to come to the office so i guess today is my lazy day and my day to kacau mr b, hahahha...Kenapa ni, malas sgt nk keje ni...adui...ade mase 45 tahun lagi kene kerja, gosh!

CERITA SERAM HARI NI, GIRLS, I MEAN GIRL, SHOULD NOT GO OUT WITH NO ONE ACCOMPANY U! U HAVE TO BRING ALONG SOMEONE TO ACCOMPANY U!

Well sad to say nowadays banyak cerita tak best.

Mmg benar she's not a Muslim, but she's a women! Should not be this way, and i hope that the guy who did this will be punish!!I mean it, marah ni!

Ok, lets roll over cerita ttg gadis ni..

Junko Furuta. The girl who went through 44 days of torture.

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy’s girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn’t accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to “kill her and get it over with”

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle’s flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta’s unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made.

Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta
1989-Eternity

HOLIDAY, HOLIDAY AND HOLIDAY, ITS DECEMBER, A MONTH FOR A HOLIDAY, CANT U SEE? WE SHOULD GO FOR A HOLIDAY!

Ok, ini adalah idaman percutian saya,

sila muntah dalam kadar sederhana okey!

 The Activity (should be bring along alotss of SunCream)

 The Scenery (For sure!)

 The Resort (Aimed)

The Room (Must Have)

NotaKaki untuk encik Boyfriend, Can i have this b?

Surat untuk kakak

Yes, sad to say, today i miss u my sister..

sad right?

nah, i hope that she's here beside me, 

to laugh together, smile to me as we both love to talk..

how i miss u sis..

I like to be the sort of friend that u have been to me,

i like to be the help that u've be always glad to be,

I like to mean as much to u each minute of the day.

I miss u Syakilla Nordin.

I wanted to be the best sister to u, but i knew each day we get fight,

Eventhough on small tiny things.

We have opposite sight of seeing as went i see 

something good, and u were always opposite on it.

Story about Yesterday

I'm sitting here, wondering ever u miss me,

thinking of me,

dreaming of me,

Wanting me to be with u,

Want me to feel u,

Life is not worst without u, 

but enough if i say my life wont be that complete without u.

Last night we had a fight, i hate u wordless,

The more i hate u, the more i miss u..

Its funny right?How things going..

Uneasy for me, so do u..

I need to know who u are, my soul trembling,

trembling as it want to know who the real u,

i couldn't see much, as i see only u.

Who are u really are?What intend you're coming?

EVERY GIRL HAS ONE GUY THAT SHE WILL COME OVER IF SHE SAD, NEITHER HIM OR HER, THEY WONT LET EACH OTHER GO.

 i have found mine, and you?

i hate u this much!

Today we had a fight, yes, we had a fight..

I hate u for nothing Shafiq!

There's nothing much u could do right?Less then calling me each and every-time?

Please take note, i will always hate u, remember that