"Sesungguhnya dalam diri manusia itu ada seketul daging. Jika daging itu baik, maka baiklah seluruh anggotanya tetapi seandainya daging itu rosak dan kotor, maka kotor dan rosaklah seluruh anggota badan. Daging yang dimaksudkan itu adalah hati"
(Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim daripada Nu'man bin Basyir)

Inilah gaya aku menulis tentang hidup, menulis bukan kerna nama, tapi kerna rasa.

30 December, 2010

Bila dah x nak pandang pd Bulan lagi

Dear readers, Hai and hello....
Today sgt penat...+ Sejuk sgt..Hujan...
Lebat sgt hujan pagi ni....Terase mcm na ambik cuti pun ade...
Tapi tu lah..keje kt ofis berlambak na kene siapkan...Adoi...i wish i ni bukan org yg kuat tidur....
Benci die...entry kali ni banyak sebenar nye na cerita...byk sebenar nye na mngadu..tp..
Lidah kelu utk bersuara...Alang indah andai kata dunia ni aku yg punya,.
Percaturan hidup ini aku yg tentukan...Siang malam dunia ni aku yg putuskan...
Dah x nak bercakap dgn die lagi..
Dah x na persoal ttg die lagi..

;(

28 December, 2010

I'm not a random girl...i'm ambitious!

My philosophy? 


" I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best."

My Love Story . 
She said "I love your little romantic ways, they make me feel so beautiful and loved every day, its great to feel needed this way and I just want to say, I love your little ways"

He said "its just my romantic way, you know to show love I am never afraid, even though some men might say its not quite the macho way, "I walk my own way and I am not stuck in their stereo type ways…

I wanna be the girl your ex will adore & respect.. the girl your mom will love.. and the girl you'll want to be with forever. 

A guy with brains & charismatic makes me high. Sweet talkers are just plain jerks. I'd rather wait longer for the 'perfect man' than settle for any pesky guys. All I need is a 'real man' who can handle me very well.. lead me and a guy who is actually worth my time. 

Talk is cheap.Talk less.Work more guys! 






Mark my word guys! ;)

Pesanan Ibu ;)

Puteriku, jadilah seperti rama-rama. Semakin ingin didekati semakin sukar disambar apatah lagi di jinakkan. 




DUNIA. Ingatkan saya kawan-kawan andai saya TERalpa & TERlalai.

What mom's like...

Hi readers!

Semalam i and my mom pergi makan seafood...Called place Ana Ikan Bakar Petai...

We both pergi dgn adik i..My sister always with her DIET things...hurmm..ignore!

Buat apa na diet..Just eat till u drop lah kan! hahahaha

We all pergi about 8 oclock mcm tu...

Fuhhh....sgt kenyang.dan x habis pon....So we pack all the dishes and bawak blik rumah untk my sis and daddy...
Daddy, sorry x bwak u...Ermm...mummy x bg bwk u..I guess mummy senang dgn care mcm ni..

Up 2 u lah..i just want u to be happy..thats it..

here's are our dishes..dapat snap shot sikit2 saja....hehehe


 overall dishess!! yummy!


siakap bakar dengan petai....


ikan2 yg sedia utk di bakar!


sotong celup tepung! mak i cakap jgn makan byk2..nnt cepat kenyang! mmg pon!! tp u loveee sotong!! sedapp!


kailan ikan masin >my mom order <<


last but not least....tomyam campur!! sedaaaappp!!! rawwwr!


Bandung + Laici + Cincau!! Sangat sedappp!

Ni air i yg punya!


ni air mummy lah...always teh tarik!


yg ni Afiq punya....Bile pun blended chocolate!



23 December, 2010

I want this....May i?

Dear baby..

Can i have this for our anniversary??



Hi baby. i want this! 

Muuaaaaah kat pipi u kalau u bg present nih!!


love, me




22 December, 2010

Essence of love....

Hai All Readers!

Ermm hari ni cerita sal perfume...i have one..My own..i've never change..Since high school..

And i dont know why...I just love the smell...My Mr Perfect said he love the smell...

So do i....X tau la kenapa...Bila pakai perfume ni rasa tenang je...Bau die lebih kurang mcm strawberry...

But not really la...Lebih kurang...I pakai since form 3...Since my friends introduce it to me..

Keluaran Body Shop..yup murah je...U got one if u have 50bucks ok...Hhuhuhuhu...Tu yg bt stay lame sikit dgn perfume ni...I bukan la sentiasa pakai perfume..It is just when i have to meet my client...Or my Mr..huehuehuehu...

will always and remains where it until the end...hueheuheuheue

18 December, 2010

Oh my...I love this song so much...Muaxxx!

Jay Jay & Dayangku Intan

Kita Insan Biasa 

( P )
Andainya dapat kuulang semula
Suatu zaman yang bernama remaja
Akan terpelihara segala milikku
Hanya buatmu...

( 1 )
( L )
Lautan mana yang tidak bergelombang
Bumi yang mana tidak ditimpa hujan
Aku sepertimu ada waktu diburu
Oleh dosa-dosa masa yang lalu...

( P )
Diriku mawar pudar warna
Tiada lagi yang istimewa
Dapat dipersembahkan
Menjadi satu lambang sucinya percintaan

( L )
Usah lagi kita persoalkan
Keterlanjuran di masa nan silam
Kusedia terima dirimu seadanya
Kita insan biasa...

( ulang dari 1 )

( P )
Diriku mawar pudar warna
Tiada lagi yang istimewa
( L )
Kusedia terima dirimu seadanya
Kita insan biasa...

27 November, 2010

Happy Birthday mom!

The best i would ever have! A mom...


I wonder lah mcm mana life tade mom! i'm just so glad that i have one...
I love u mom..No matter what, i'm always right by ur side...Truely me...


I love u mom! Entry kali ini agak sounds mcm happy sikit and a bit touching sikit..cuz today is my mom's birthday..I love u mummy! i love u soooo damn much!


Its just me, how i wish i could make her happy..How i wish i could make she smile....


I would love to wipe her tears, making her smile ..truely smile...I love u mom...So much...From the beginning and 
until the end...I love u mom....


Just no matter what, we, as ur kid, always with u...Love u soooooooooo much!


p/s: mummy, nnt i beli kek...x saba sgt na tggu gaji na beli kek kt u mak!!


I love u, honestly..


26 November, 2010

Chocolate fountain

Ari ni tade keje...Pusing sana sini tgok pic tu..pic ni...


Until...emmm..jumpe nih! x suke!! tapi suke sgt lahh!


CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN! with bananas sumore apple sumore stoberi sumore...
Ergghhh...Sedapnye..damn i like it ok..Seriously....Hurmmmm...Bile la dpt makan tu..Sikit pun jd..
Jamah pun jd....=(


Oh my syg, i wish i could go with u...Just with u...


I guess ni sebab i msih harapkan u rather then other guys..I love u soo much baby..Its u is all i want..
I love u baby..Mohd Dhamiri...





Ok fine..i tau i abit overweight ok....Dont have to tell ok...Huh....I love my way of life....Eating..Slepping...Flirtting...Hahahahaha


Love, Kamelia

30 October, 2010

Super Duper Licious!

Mengapa kau pergi, Mengapa kau pergi
Di saat aku mulai mencintaimu,
berharap engkau jadi kekasih hatiku,
Malah kau pergi jauh dari hidupku,

Menyendiri lagi, Menyendiri lagi,
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi,
Tak pernah ada yang menhiasi hariku,
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencintai dirimu,
Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta…….

Menyendiri lagi, Menyendiri lagi,
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi,
Tak pernah ada yang menhiasi hariku,
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencintai dirimu,
Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta…….

Semoga engkau kan mengerti,, tentang perasaan ini
Maaf ku telah terbuai, akan indahnya cinta
Maaf sungguhku tak bisa, untuk kembali padamu
Maaf ku telah terbuai, akan indahnya cinta

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta..............

28 October, 2010

Dream thought! Sleeping Beast!

Jangan melarikan diri dari cinta, apabila ia berada di hadapan kamu..

Jangan melarikan diri daripadanya kerna satu hari nanti..

Kamu pasti akan mengingatkan nya kembali....

Cinta bukan mengajar kita lemah...

Tetapi membangkitkan kekuatan...


i'm nobody...Just a girl...Who trap on her past memory...Thats it..!

So Called Pathetic!

Embun di pagi buta
Menebarkan bau asa
Detik demi detik ku hitung
Inikah saat ku pergi

Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
Berikanlah aku hidup
Takkan ku sakiti dia
Hukum aku bila terjadi

#
Aku tak mudah mencintai
Aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
Aku tak mudah mengatakan
Aku jatuh cinta

Senandungku hanya untuk cinta
Tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
Tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
Sampai ku menutup mata
Cintaku sampai ku menutup mata

Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
Berikanlah aku hidup
Takkan ku sakiti dia
Hukum aku bila terjadi

27 October, 2010

Random Thoughts!


1. I hate over optimistic humans.

I know there's always good side in everything. Not everything, most things. But like come on, this is real life. Don't have to pretend that you're so good that you can handle everything as if your life is full of cotton candies and diamonds. Seriously, where these human come from? From My-Life-Is-Perfect Planet?

...

2. I want to know Chinese but I don't want to go through the whole process of learning that language.

This is call lazy people. I want to automatically know how to speak without learning. I think I just bad at learning languages. Get frustrated easily. =P Majority of my friends are Chinese and whenever we hang out in a big group I'm be there hearing but not knowing. Like stupid stupidly sit there trying to understand. I always thought when I hear hard enough I can actually get what they're saying. Yea, it didn't work. Obviously~

...

3. Sometimes I don't tell problems to get a solution

I ain't asking for an advise. I'm asking to just listen. Like for example, if I complain I'm thirsty, of course I know I need to get some water. I don't need the person I complain to tell me what I need to do. Do you get me? You sometimes tell people things for the sake of telling not asking. I know I do.

...

4. I realised I unconsciously talk to myself when I'm sleeping.

This only happens when I really really super tired. Like seriously... I talk talk talk then half way talking I opened my eyes and realised I'm talking. But in my dreams I'm talking to someone else. The weird thing is... I actually continue talking when I already open my eyes. I only stop talking when I realised I'm talking to myself. I know right... weird

My readers must be really shy. hmm...
I can see my daily visitor increasing you know. Ola~~ I know you're thereee~~
LOL

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