Laziness, a lack of desire to expend effort, Yes i'm one of it i guess :))

Hari ni bos awal2 dah inform he wont be able to come to the office so i guess today is my lazy day and my day to kacau mr b, hahahha...Kenapa ni, malas sgt nk keje ni...adui...ade mase 45 tahun lagi kene kerja, gosh!

CERITA SERAM HARI NI, GIRLS, I MEAN GIRL, SHOULD NOT GO OUT WITH NO ONE ACCOMPANY U! U HAVE TO BRING ALONG SOMEONE TO ACCOMPANY U!

Well sad to say nowadays banyak cerita tak best.

Mmg benar she's not a Muslim, but she's a women! Should not be this way, and i hope that the guy who did this will be punish!!I mean it, marah ni!

Ok, lets roll over cerita ttg gadis ni..

Junko Furuta. The girl who went through 44 days of torture.

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy’s girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn’t accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to “kill her and get it over with”

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle’s flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta’s unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made.

Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta
1989-Eternity

HOLIDAY, HOLIDAY AND HOLIDAY, ITS DECEMBER, A MONTH FOR A HOLIDAY, CANT U SEE? WE SHOULD GO FOR A HOLIDAY!

Ok, ini adalah idaman percutian saya,

sila muntah dalam kadar sederhana okey!

 The Activity (should be bring along alotss of SunCream)

 The Scenery (For sure!)

 The Resort (Aimed)

The Room (Must Have)

NotaKaki untuk encik Boyfriend, Can i have this b?

Surat untuk kakak

Yes, sad to say, today i miss u my sister..

sad right?

nah, i hope that she's here beside me, 

to laugh together, smile to me as we both love to talk..

how i miss u sis..

I like to be the sort of friend that u have been to me,

i like to be the help that u've be always glad to be,

I like to mean as much to u each minute of the day.

I miss u Syakilla Nordin.

I wanted to be the best sister to u, but i knew each day we get fight,

Eventhough on small tiny things.

We have opposite sight of seeing as went i see 

something good, and u were always opposite on it.

Story about Yesterday

I'm sitting here, wondering ever u miss me,

thinking of me,

dreaming of me,

Wanting me to be with u,

Want me to feel u,

Life is not worst without u, 

but enough if i say my life wont be that complete without u.

Last night we had a fight, i hate u wordless,

The more i hate u, the more i miss u..

Its funny right?How things going..

Uneasy for me, so do u..

I need to know who u are, my soul trembling,

trembling as it want to know who the real u,

i couldn't see much, as i see only u.

Who are u really are?What intend you're coming?

EVERY GIRL HAS ONE GUY THAT SHE WILL COME OVER IF SHE SAD, NEITHER HIM OR HER, THEY WONT LET EACH OTHER GO.

 i have found mine, and you?

i hate u this much!

Today we had a fight, yes, we had a fight..

I hate u for nothing Shafiq!

There's nothing much u could do right?Less then calling me each and every-time?

Please take note, i will always hate u, remember that

i miss u, yes i do!

When I miss you
I feel my self in pieces
When I miss you
Tears fill my eyes
When I miss you
I want you close
When I miss you
I dont feel like whole

O My Love
Please come back
and complete my soul.

i miss u so much, i can't control my feelings....
when u come back, will u notice my feelings?
Scattered amongst the floor?
And smile and say I'm home?

i miss u this much!

i woke up dis morning and i dint received any msg from him...

i dunno why i got this strange feeling as if he is very upset!

i dunno wat happen!

Last night when I’ve sent him to Bus Station, as usual, he dint mention anything, he did!

Just ask me not to cry, even though he know I will.

Last night he only sent me couple of msg before ended up him asleep.

i miss ur love,

i miss ur touch,

but i'm feeling u everyday!

I can see all the broken hearts behind your eyes,
Carved like all the diamonds of lies.

I've tasted them too,
And know just how hard they are to let go.
But I don't want you to let them go,
Not something so precious,
Something so true...
Even if it is not forever,
It is still love.

SHAFIQ ZULKIFLI

Mood Hari Ni.

Today dengan rasa berat hati nya call ejen kereta, damn!
Me: Hi Kak Na, so how was it?
Kak Na: apa dia Kamelia?
Me: kereta ler kak, takkan sy call tanya nak bli ikan pulak (sambil gelak nakhilangkan nerbes)
Kak Na: dik, akak dah cuba untuk nak buat cepat, maybe Isnin baru dapat dik..

And me! Just like!

Is it for real??damn! How am i gonna tell my b, seriously piss off lah, dengan selambe je bg jawapan mcm tu, seriously hate this part.!!

Perasaan Nak yg sangat MemBUAK-BUAK!

 

Ensiklopedia Islam Fiqh karya As Syaikh Al Muhaddits Nashiruddin Al-Abani

when dealing for something that i really in love with.

nak

taknak

nak

taknak

nak

taknak

nak

taknak

nak

taknak

nak

taknak

NAK (kenapa mesti nak bold dan besarkan. tandasoal)

someone need to recommend.

People says..

They always said that if life give u full of shits, show life thats u had thousand of thing to be smile..
and eventhough sekarang ni yg buruk asyik mengelilingi aku, tapi i guess i had to move on.
Sangat tak best bila jauh dengan boifren, i have to admit it. tapi selalu berlagak strong depan perfect to be yg i'm ok when deep inside i'm not ok!

How can we move on when all u need in the future is your past.

Hidup kalau Crowded sgt Pun Tak Ok jugak

Lately selalu tidur lewat, tapi puas hati sbb dpt talk long a way long dgn perfect to be,..

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind... When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around... When a girl answers, Im fine, after a few seconds, she is not at all fine... When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful... When a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever... When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention... When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered... When a girl says, Ill love you forever, she means it... When a girl says that she cant live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future... When a girl says, I miss you, no one in this world can miss you more than that..

>Shafiq Zulkifli<

Currently Situation...

i think almost 3 years of my working, i've done NOTHING, and i think i've been here for no REASON, especially month end..Terasa macam semua complicated jea skrg, kenapa ha?
Mungkin sbb life dah xmacam sebelum ni..Mungkin sbb Sara dah jauh dr aku, atau mungkin sbb sekarang ni terlebih emo je manjang.
Kalau la..hurmm lebih baik xpayah teruskan..

Terkadang..piss off.

Yang terbaik itu tak semstinya kekal, dan yg kurang itu tak semestinya ada selalu..
Yang baik tu tak semestinya dtg dr orang, dan yg buruk tu tak semstinya dtg dr kita je..
Bukan la nak cakap, tapi sekarang ni, yg sedih selalu mengilingi hidup aku.
Kucing mati, Gaji cut-off, kereta tak dapat2 lagi,

and more worst, aku tau perfect-to-be kecewa, cuma nya dia tak mampu nak luah kan kecewa nya pada aku..So much sorry because i cant be the best for u b..

Zahiril Adzim & Sheira Ayob in Wedding

Dan....dannnnn sgt sweet bila diiringi dengan puisi oleh Zahiril

(Well sad to say die kan pemuisi)

“Aku pasti punya masalah tiap kali ingin menulis puisi buatmu.
Entah kenapa, kuasa cintamu lebih hebat dari kata-kata yang akan terkeluarkan.
Saat itu langsung aku setuju yang dirimu satu.
Dan hari ini kau telah menjadi isteriku.
Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah berkasar, Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah mengherdik,
Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah menjerit, Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah terpekik, melolong,
Isteriku, percayalah sebabnya ialah kasih dan cinta.
Akan ku jaga kau seperti ku jaga diriku sendiri, Memang hidup itu tidak pernah ada jaminan keselamatan,
Bahaya, ancaman di mana-mana. Tapi selagi kau dalam dakapanku,
Aku berjanji akan menjagamu. Setiap saat dan waktu,
Setiap siang dan malam, Setiap guruh dan hujan,
Setiap panas dan terik. Setiap nafasku.
Aku sering menadah telapak tangan dan memohon pada Tuhan agar kau, bukan sahaja menjadi isteriku tetapi menjadi isteri yang disayangi Allah Ta’ala.

Isteriku, Selamat datang ke hidupku,
Selamat menjadi isteriku, Selamat menjadi ibu pada anak-anakku kelak,
Selamat menjadi menantu ibu bapaku, Selamat menjadi adik dan kakak pada adik-beradikku.
Selamat menjadi keluargaku, Selamat menjadi pelengkap hidupku.

Selamat menjadi separuh dari aku.”

** dan diiringi lagu Dirimu Satu By Ungu **

Dannnn......Wife die at the end Menangis...wooohoooo...

Wedding yg sangat Adorable! repeat..Adorable

pssssst,
Klu wedding i nnt nak outfit macam ni boleh?> (silakurusdgnkadarsegera)
B, sila muntah dgn kadar sederhana, sbb tade la mahal mana, b da awal2 bg signal, start from now on, kene saving for future planning,
so i guess mcm tak nmpk je jalan2 na pegi holiday dgn b nih :))
Tapi itu sebenarnye arahan yg baik dr b, at least boleh saving more. and guess what? we're planning to open an account using our both name on it, so that every month we're ...or guess, HIM. hahaha kene bank in for saving!
hahahaha :)

cuci mataa sebentar utk lihat gmbr2 yg sempat dicurik dr blogger2 yg lain :) ha  ha  ha

I like it so damn much! Just see the outfit, the smile, the bride!awesome! i repeat! AWESOME!

I wish it was u and me!! yes! Love u so much Shafiq Zulkifli!! Love u till the End!