Jika saja kehadiran cinta sekadar untuk mengecewakan, lebih baik cinta itu tak pernah hadir

Its hurt saying those things..

But u have to admit that...

Cinta yg dicari pasti akan pergi..

Saya, saya perlu masa utk sesuaikan diri dalam keadaan begini...

Apakah masih ada ruang di hati ini?

i just figure out that the word hurt is much simple that the word happiness...

means, human gets hurt easy...

Cinta yg datang..Jangan dibiar pergi... ('',)

So called Pedicure??

Done!

When all the important things depends on u!!

Hi all..

Dis week sgt bz...my bestie ever balik kuantan...so sgt excited + sibuk sgt!!

Hurmmm...terkejar sana sini..Pergi turun naik tangga,,haih..sgt penat...

Matahari terpacak atas kepala rasa nya...

Tapi i'm GLAD! sume task ygdi assigned oleh INCIK BOS dah setel..i mean 9% settle...

Go for it superwoman! 

Hope next week kerja makin kurang..yea..kerja mana pnah habis kan..

Anyway..looking forward na beli beg CARLO RINO original..

wahahaha!!  thats call satisfaction!!

wahhh...best nye...x sabar...

Alhamdulillah atas rezeki yg kau kurniakan Ya Allah...

nota kaki: i love u no matter what mr nobody!

come to mummy here baby! :)

Cebisan Alam....

Hi readers!


Times moving kinda fast now.. i don't know why i keep remembering u..


are u all okay there? have u eat already?


have u take ur bath already...i miss ur voice..very bad...i dont know why...


Semakin jauh aku lari dr cinta...semakin dekat aku rasa di hati...


Semakin jauh aku meninggalkan kenangan...semakin dekat ia datang dalam hidup aku..


Falling in love with u is beyond my expectations...


being with u is all i want from now...i miss u...so much..


Selalu nak cerita tentang perasaan..tentang hati..doe he really care..


Na sgt Mr nobody knew about all i'm writing now...because i want him to feel what i feel..


to feel hurt...to cry...Guilty towards me..i hate u...i hate fall in love with u...Yes..i hate u..


Hate u for being nothing..


>> Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.


>> The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love you have and knowing it will never be returned.


>> I gave you everything but it wasn't enough to make you stay.


>> You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?

>> A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried..

>> My heart was taken by you, broken by you and now it's in pieces because of you.

>> When you're in love and you get hurt, it's like a cut, it will heal with time but the scars will never fade.

>> It hurts to breathe, because very breath I take proves that I can live without you.

>> Sometimes you just have to hold your head up high, try not to cry, and say goodbye.

>> I never felt love until I loved you. I never felt hurt until I was hurt by you. I never had a dream until that dream was you. I never felt loss until the day I lost you.

>> It's kinda hard to go out with someone, when you know, deep down, you're still in love with someone  else.

>> They say that it is better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all, but what do they say when you are still in love with the love you lost?

>> I sit alone and cry. It is my destiny to be the queen of pain.

>> I don't need you here. I don't miss you at all...you're just the best thing that I ever had.

>> It's easy to convince yourself that you aren't in love with someone, until you see them or smell someone wearing their cologne, and then you're like, 'here we go again.' So my conclusion is this: you don't ever stop loving someone.It's more a matter of learning to deal with the pain of not having them anymore.

What is Sister?

A sister is the one who makes life easier to live,

Whom you can share our likes and dislikes with,

She is the one who tells us her vast secrets and feelings

And asks us to do the same,

And has the rights to know all our friends' name.

She makes us feel comfortable when we are sad,

She guides us the right way when we are bad,

She is more than any word can tell,

She holds us when we tend to fall.

She comes to know our problems through our eyes,

She is of course naughty but wise,

She is my life's sunrise.

We should always make oneself full

of these qualities to be a sister.

And my Sister you are the most beloved to me

As you care so much for me! 

Kelmarin yang pasti

Selangit hujan menyimbah, 

tak mampu membasuh pilu 

sedang selaut ombak menjulang 

tak mampu mengusir rindu kerana 

aku adalah aku yang masih mengejar kelmarin.

What would u do,if u is the last person on earth?

>> scream!!! makkkkk!! where are u???

>> cari henfon??call 911, eh jap, kate last girl kan

>> cari my mr nobody? peluk die then blah! ok??


selamat malam u olls!

Life is a happiness.....

someone just gave this to me today evening...

die cakap ni kek tiramisu,Lambang persahabatan kami...aih..baru kenal semalam da bagi kek dan coklat ari ni...what a good start...

Petang ni tgk citer tirramisu...mcm kene2 je??? kan???

ape2 je lah..myb die tau i suke tgk cerita tu kot...

huhuhuhu....

yg ni kek...Die cakap tiramisu...die belanja i makan then die bawak kek ni kat i....

lepas tu kami lepak kat padang mpk ..sangat best...

hei, u ni banyak mulut jugak kan..asyik u je cakap....dah masa bali i na bcakap??

sabar je la mndngar nye.....

tq awak...for bring me and having a great time with me..

Thank you u....seronok jugak lepak ngan u...

when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth

>> Die when I may, I want it said of me by those who knew me best, that I always plucked a thistle and planted a flower where I thought a flower would grow.


>> Don't strew me with roses after I'm dead.

When Death claims the light of my brow,
No flowers of life will cheer me: instead
You may give me my roses now!

What if today is your Last day??

Dah amati tajuk diatas??

Ku terima satu perkabaran hari ni...

Lemah longlai kaki ku...Terketar2 membaca keputusan laporan ini..

Tertunduk bisu..Sebentar aku terdiam..

Mane mak??Mane abah??Mane afiq??

Andai kata esok masih ada untuk aku...

Semakin senang untuk bernafas....phuuuuhhh.

Semakin sikit demi sedikit kesenangan dah ku capai...

moga lepas dari ni...Allah permudahkan segala urusanku...Alhamdullillah Ya Allah ats kurniaan mu ini...

Aku bersyukur....dari gadis yg tdak tahu apa2 tentang dunia..sedikit demi sedikit aku melangakah perlahan menuju bahagia....

Dari budak yg hanya tahu meminta dr abah, aku dah pandai utk memberi pada abah....

Semoga apa yang aku hajati tahun ni akan ku berusaha utk penuhi...

Yg pasti...Cinta  x ternasuk dalam hidup aku..

Benar kata pujangga,...Hidup tanpa cinta ibarat hidup tanpa cita2..

Aku perlu masa sendirian...masa utk ku kenal dunia ini..masa utk ku balas segala jasa2 ibu bapa ku..

Masa2 utk bersama insan2 yg ku sayangi....

Sekarang punya banyak masa utk diri sendiri...terlalu banyak hingga aku sendiri terkadang x nak utk hari esok...biar hari ini kekal begini...

Apa yg pasti...hari2 mendatang..aku pasrah akan ujian Mu Ya Allah...

Andai kate Kau titip insan yg bernama kekasih pada ku Ya ALLAH..jangan kau biarkan aku lalai bersama nya...jgn biarkan aku menyayangi lebih dr mu Ya Allah...jgn biar aku agung kan die lebih dr kekuasaan mu Ya Allah...Andai kata aku terleka..Kejutkan aku Ya Allah...Aku mohon pada mu Ya Allah, Kau saja tmpat aku meminta pertolongan dan keampunan...

Andai kata masih lagi ada hari esok untuk ku..Aku amat bersyukur Ya Allah...akan ku guna setiap saat yg anda dgn menunduk kepada mu Ya Allah...

Wish 2011

I WILL WORK HARD, EARN MY OWN MONEY TO BUY MY OWN STUFF!!

THATS WHAT WE CALLED LIFE...smile.....=)

Aman...Thats all i can say...

Mata kenyit2

Morning oll readers....

hari ni bangun lewat..*purrff**
selalu pun mcam ni....

penat2....sakit2 badan betul rasa nya...

haihh 2010 dah melabuhkan tirai nye....tp aku masih macam ni

Kenangan hilang arwah atok tahun lepas takkan aku lupe...

Aku sgt beruntung dalam ramai2 cucu atok.....aku sempat cium peluk atok maalam sebelum subuh waktu die meninggal...aku sgt beruntung...punya masa berbanding cucu2 yg lain utk jaga atok...

Atok..lia na bgtau, yg lia rindu atok sgt...

Lia rindu na cium peluk atok...Lia rindu na dgr atok bercerita ttg picisan hidup atok...

Please come to me now, and say dont worry my dear, everythings will be ok soon....

how i wish....tapi...atok pernah jumpa dgn mr nobody...atok suke die..atok cakap die boleh bimbing sy jadi wanita yg mulia....harap2 begitu...atok cakap nak tgok lia kawin....tapi atok da pergi dulu....

sampai hati..;(

i miss u atok...soo much...Al-Fatihah...

No one hear u.. ;(

I just figured this.. ;(

• The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone.
• Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see, the pain someone feels.
• For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.
• The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it.
• Nobody really cares if you’re miserable, so you might as well be happy.
• A sad spectacle. If they be inhabited, what a scope for misery and folly. If they be not inhabited, what a waste of space.
• The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy.
• We ask God to forgive us for our evil thoughts and evil temper, but rarely, if ever ask Him to forgive us for our sadness.
• Its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last….some don’t even start…..”
• Life isn’t fair. It’s just fairer than death, that’s all.
• Staying with someone you really love even if you know its better letting go is like standing under the rain…It felt so good but you know its not right
• Life is like a taxi. The meter just keeps a-ticking whether you are getting somewhere or just standing still.
• In the book of life every page has two sides: we human beings fill the upper side with our plans, hopes and wishes, but providence writes on the other side, and what it ordains is seldom our goal.
• In the game of life it's a good idea to have a few early losses, which relieves you of the pressure of trying to maintain an undefeated season.
• Expecting life to treat you well because you are a good person is like expecting an angry bull not to charge because you are a vegetarian.
• Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyways.
• When I do something great, no one ever seems to remember, but when I do something wrong, no one can ever seem to forget.
• There is only one rain cloud in the sky...and it's raining on me. Somehow I'm not surprised.
• Life doesn't hurt until you think about how much things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it was your fault.
• Words hurt more than anything else can, because they last, sometimes forever.
• I wanna get lost from my life sometimes, sit on the side and watch the world go by, I wanna get lost and I don't know why.
• Every morning you get up and put on a fake smile...but what if one morning you didn't? Would anyone notice?
• A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.

Happy New Years Guys....

Selamat Tahun Baru..2011..

Kenangan 2010 yg x akan aku lupa...

Kenangan bersama si dia...Kenangan dengan teman2....satu ofis..Haih...if life could give me more, i would stay more longer in 2010...

Haih..today i'm officially 21 ! o yeasssss!! i love it soo much! i love 2011 acctually....byk asrat yg pospone utk tggu 2011....so after this i will just smile and hope things will be ok soon...

Semalam my mom ajak balik kg...Dekat Bt Gajah, Perak....

X rancang...n for sure xd apa2 planning utk trip ni...apa lagi service kereta...Hurm...so we all bertolak dr kul 2 lebih mcm tu...haihh....trip yg sgt panjangggg i think.....Kereta start problem jam 3 lebih...dekat highway temerloh..oh goshhh...sgt penat tggu towing truck dr kuantan...i dah berapa kali tiidur dalam kereta...after being check..baru la tau..kereta tu rosak gasket and tempreature heating sumore...ergghh..ape la..kenapa la i x perasan tempreature mase i tgh drive..such a careless...

so we all decide utk berhenti kat tol lanchang....keadaan mendung2 memudahkan kami...Last day was a great day acctually..i n my mom n liitle brother spending time together dlm kereta even kereta rosak...i love u both...so much...

Trip balik kg x mnjadi kali ni..Insyallah ade mase dan ketika nnt kami balik ke sana...

to Makcik Lin..maaf kan kami sebab x dapat bersama pada kenduri malam ni...we really cant make it...

Harap semua berjalan dgn sempurna...

so about 9pm baru tow truck smpi pd kami...and we all reach kuantan aboput 2am mcm tu...sad things..celebrate new years dalam tow truck...

yea..my mom true about this..All the success comes from the hardship and the tears..i hope i will be more strong in future..Dah x nak pandang belakang lagi...dah x nak pandang pd Mr Nobody lagi...he's nothing to me..I wish i could found a guys that love me the way i am...Seriously....


Anyway,

Hapyyy New Year 2011 from me,