Sepi...

Today got plenty of task but that does not means i dint have time at all, well I'm not a machine, (soon will be perhaps)

After Zohor, i got myself lay down for a couple of minutes, all of sudden,i hear a music,

Sepi hati terjadi lagi
Mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
Biar senyum hadir di hariku
namun ini hanya ada di bibir
di bibir saja

Aku ini yang bisa mengerti
walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
Namun berat beban hidupku
biarkan saja
Biar saja hanya ku yang tahu

Sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiri

Subhanallah, I'm crying...

If this were your test Ya Allah, i kneel down to u, Alhamdulillah for this test, 

Cant describe u this feeling..Like a..Like something is telling me that inside I'm not OK, but outside tells me that everything will be OK...

Around 3pm just now, i managed to do System remote to Gebeng, Alhamdulillah, such a heaven if its only i have to be on my workstation for a whole day...I would be such a heaven, rather than going outside with this such hot weather..