Please, don't remind me.

its been a long time, its been a while...
you have your life and i have mine now. but whatever happened is still fresh here *pointing to the heart* and the wound never really went away. i am happy now, i can't be thankful enough with what i have now, and i am just so comfortable of what we have now, even though whenever you get into contact, i feel something. not like i used to feel, but something else. a normal feeling between friends, which i am really positive of.
But let me tell you again, the scar is still there, which means that the wound never really went away. so why suddenly out of no where, you come again and add salt to that wound?
honestly, i had never regretted what we had. never. you said so too. but now, why suddenly you say the things that showed regret? i am not angry, no i'm not. but i am disappointed. disappointed because you acted that way. please, don't remind me of things that i don't want to remember. i have had enough last time, and i don't want to feel that pain anymore. i know you'll be reading this, so please. know your limits if you still want this friendship.

p/s: don't make me cry again after all these years.
i have Shafiq now, he lighted my days. blew a happiness to my day..that are more than enough...